+ 2 - 0 | § ¶!?!Friends?!?

I've been thinking about this for awhile now and tried to figure out how exactly to say it. Who knows if it's going to come out right or not, but I'll try.

When you haven't talked to someone in awhile, for whatever reason it my be. Do you say sorry, even though you don't feel you should, or do you just say it to make mends with them? And, do you start back were you left off before and pretend nothing happened in the past? I feel like I should say sorry for losing a friendship that use to be so open and made me feel safe. I don't feel I did wrong, but I still feel bad for how it ended, and I think about it atleast once a day.

I thank my friends for staying with me and by my side through everything I've done/gone through, and helped me so much. You've helped me learn, heal, have fun, and so much more. I love you guys!

+ 1 - 1 | § ¶Oh Great!

So.. I went to the doctor specialist for my shoulder today. He thinks I might have torn my cartilage from when I dislocated my shoulder 3 years ago. I have to get an MRI done, and then go back to the doctor Oct.6. Sounds like a great birthday present Whatever it ends up being, I'll just be glad when the pain is over with. 2 months of this shit is enough for me.

Everything else has been good. I saw Avery and Tabor last weekend. They are both getting so big. Tabor is 3 1/2 months now and Avery is 2 1/2 now. I can't believe how fast they grow up.

Hope everyone is doing well!